亲爱的，牵你的手，走过风清云起的日子。


来，亲爱的，给你我的手，一起走向未知的以后。


亲爱的，请记得，再大的风雨，我们会一起走。


静好的时光，我们一同守望！


无论以后在与不在，都会记得，我们曾经是如此美好的遇见！


这一份份的懂得与珍惜，会陪我们到明天的明天，因为，心在，念在，爱就在！


来，亲爱的，伸出你的手，让爱在这一片明净的天空下完美！


我愛你！ 

♥

闷闷闷

 什么鬼假期啊？ 闷死人啦～

每天三更半夜醒来两三次。

快疯了啦

就不能让我好好睡觉吗？

在这样下去可以成仙啦～ orz。

醒来画图     可笑呀～

太早睡了啦    好不习惯

没有办法   谁叫我要做乖乖女？ = =

那天无聊画的～

昨天没事做逛街拍的 。

超级无敌无聊！！！

the ugliest. = ='







One of the most happiest things on Earth?
It's when you know that 
you're in love with someone who is more in love with you. ♥
Sometimes, when I miss you.... I re-read your texts. (:

How Do I Love

I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height to.

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight．

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of every day's.

Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints,

I love thee with the Breath, Smiles, Tears, of all my Life! 

and,

if God choose,

I SHALL, BUT LOVE THEE BETTER AFTER DEATH!

ILY. :)

i'm coming home. 我回来了

我身体状况到底怎么了啦？ 唉呀哟～

停止那种   痒！！

我受不了啦！！！！！


想必是疯了。 ORZ. 

六月到啦

几快下, 半年又快过去了～～～～～～

俗语说：眨下眼又过去了！啊哈！

说下这半年都做了什么？

才发现好久没有更新部落了  我娘啊！

搞什么乱七八糟的  还不是一个懒字！ 囧

短短几个月发生了很多事

阿包

恋爱了


上课了


撞车了


失魂了

还傻了呢。


明天是恋爱一月

好像很短哦？但是不会觉得  应该是认识久了 赫赫 ^^

还有一个多月就要上法庭了   心里还几害怕的～

毕竟人家还是第一次嘛～ > 讲到好像什么酱 = =‘’

开学了咯  几多朋友都要去读书了   很远啊他们去到～

钱钱  去到森美兰

彤彤 去柔佛

都好远哦～  说去就去了。

我要和你们道别！！！啊啊啊啊啊～ 疯子一个！ @@


整个假期没有计划～ 

我做乖乖女   呆在家 呆在家 呆在家。


变痴呆~ 囧










这个月好像很多喜酒哦？ 想必人人都结婚去～


他娶  她嫁


哈哈～ 祝他们幸福吧。


其实我很怕婚姻的呀～～～～


不过看别人结婚心里总会觉得好甜蜜呀！






还没介绍呢～


我亲爱的   邱先生   没有人认识他   可怜的他


鬼叫他是马六甲人？melaka kia~ 啊哈！


我们认识应该有三个月了吧～


他蛮搞笑的啦。




很罗嗦呀他～哈哈哈哈！


每天怀疑我有没有吃饭。三八啦他！><



我“乖”得很～吃饭  早早睡觉  吃药  早早冲凉～ 


啊哈～

记得他送的花


枯萎了啦

偷偷买生日礼物给他了

hee：:D


我说朋友们呀～

你们要的  麻麻档 几时才要进行？


好久了啦！！ 


我要上街去！！！！

HOLIDAY IS SO LIFELESS IN ANY WAY.

Remember, there are no mistakes, only lessons.

Love yourself, trust your choices, and everything is possible.

TRACE.

TO REMEMBER

IN CASE MY MEMORIES SCATTER

THEREFORE 

I DRIVE MYSELF TO INDULGE IN THE PAST 

ALONG WITH THE WIND, TIME,HOWEVER, PASSED

LEAVING, TOTALLY

BROKEN TRACES, ONLY

SOFT EXPRESSION IN EYES

SUBTLE HAPPINESS IN MINDS

SLOWLY AS YOUR WORDS RING

SLIDING ROUND IN MY BRAIN 

THOSE BURIED MEMORIES

MEMORIES GO CRAZY

SEARCHING MY OLD DIARY

SURPRISE COMES FROM A PHOTO

EXCITEMENT IS WHAT I CAN'T FOLLOW 

RAINDROPS FLY

SHOCK TO FIND

SO PALE, IS TODAY' S SMILE

RUN AFTER MEMORIES

FOR THE OLD HAPPINESS

ALL IS ABOUT PURCHASING

ALL WILL BE BEYOND CHASING

MEMORIES ONLY FLASH

AND TRACES, CRASH!

WHATTHEHELLISTHIS!

乱哈拉 ORZ.

脾气暴躁，乱哈拉  就是最近的我。


我的嘴角才会往上扬？


唉～


工作也没有什么怎么忙，算得上轻松。


可是，我对人际关系的看法就很差。

那里的人，像是每个都带着面具。


叫人心一阵寒

姓马的，我觉得很大惊小怪


他们说什么信仰？很严


其实， 根本这是屁话!

他们的言语  举动


陡然我怕死！去你们的！


但没有关系。


这是所谓的 “马社会”


烂！


可悲又可恶！>,<





最近迷上了  BLUE BERRY BOLD 9000

喜欢上好一阵子了啦！ ><

♥

WHO WANNA BUY ME ONE? :)


别再问我的成绩了啦。

过了就算！ 我是很接受事实的

要怎么说？随吧。

ALOHAAA. :)

习惯就好


社会是多么的黑暗！


像生病样的～ ORZ.

头发长啦～

赫赫～ ^^

显得我很肥～ @@

><

我的工作伙伴

ANUAR as SUPERVISOR 

SUSAN as STAFF

 （恐怖女人 一个～ ><）

还有一个是不是很想李宗伟？

哈哈！ 他不是李宗伟。

是我的PRINCIPLE. >BOSS.

JOSHUA LEE as BANQUET MANAGER. :)

(高版的李宗伟) XD

我还是加油,

我上班下班的日子吧！

桃花- - 关了

记


生怕自己会忘记


于是—


强迫自己去记忆


时光随风飞逝


只剩下—


残留的痕迹 




静静的眼神 




轻轻的话语 


淡淡的温馨




萦绕在脑际


埋葬的记忆






发狂的回忆


翻找当年的日记


偶然一张照片


让我兴奋不已


泻出的雨滴 




讶然发现 




此时的笑容苍白无力 




追忆


曾经的欣喜 




一切都是追寻 




一切都会过去 








瞬息的记忆


残留的痕迹 








记得巧克力，记得你，记得我。


记得我们。


我的不开心


都要吃进肚子。

我的小小作品

最近工作都很闷


无聊 无所事事


欺负？


无聊


我的小作品




谁会欣赏？


不晓得。


谁要批评？


大胆的说。


我接受。


谢谢。我感激不尽。:)

也为日本，中国，英国各区的有天灾的地区


默默祈祷


但愿世界和平




最近的心情


糟透了。




;(

自我意识

凡是意识到自我的人从今往后才是独立的；

永远不知疲倦, 明白生命苦短，

所以完全沉浸于深深的而又适度的幸福之中。

独立生活，而别人是繁文缛节的奴隶,

在醉生梦死之中听从生命悄然流逝。

一旦循规蹈矩，一旦人为亦为，

呆滞就笼罩着灵魂中一切灵敏的神经和官能。

灵魂变得徒有其表，

其中空空；迟钝，木然、冷漠。

MY WAY.

THE SUN BEING SO COOL.
THE WIND BEING TOO WARM.
IT'S MY WAY.
WITHOUT YOU BESIDE ME.


IT'S MY WAY.
LIKE WHAT I HAVE SAID.

I AM JUST USED TO SAYING.
NOT TO TELLING.

I AM JUST USED TO WATCHING.
NOT TO SEEING.

TAKE A CHANCE.
MAKE A CHANCE.

GO AHEAD.

KEEP MOVING ON.

SO MANY HAVE GONE FAR.
SO MANY HAVE FORGOTTEN.

I ONLY CHOOSE TO REMEMBER YOU.
WHO GIVE ME TO NO-BETTER CARE
I ONLY SING TO YOU

WHO MAY HAVE FORGOTTEN ME
WHO MAY NOT REALLY KNOW ME

I CAN'T HELP MISSING YOU

WHO I OFTEN DREAM IN A DREAM
WHO I OFTEN SEE IN A DISTANCE

TIMELESS SILENCE
RESTLESS THOUGHT

INCLUDING YOU AND ME

IN THE REALLY SMALL WORLD.
 

TODAY IS WHAT I HAVE.

Remember today that I alive.

Sometimes I tend to forget that I have a purpose that is all my own, 
no one else is myself. 

I have dreams and hopes and desires. Listen to my heart for a while.

Remember today all the blessings I have: 

There's beauty in every direction I look, 
enjoy the abundance that is already mine, 
the world is a wonderful place and I'm here.

Remember today that I get what I give: 

My world is a mirror of my inner self, 
love will be mine when I give it away.

Remember today that life is creation: 

As long as I live I can always contribute my own special voice.

NEVER DOUBT YOURSELF

Darkness give me black eyes and I use them to 

hunt brightness.

Room isn't built in one day.

Never doubt yourself.

Nothing is impossible.

Tomorrow is another day.

I proposes, god disposes.

The only limit to our realization of tomorrow 

will be our doubts of today.

THE RAINING DAY.

DAY IS COLD AND DARK AND DREARY,
IT RAINS AND THE WIND IS NEVER WEARY.
THE VINES STILL CLINGS TO THE MOLDERING WALL,
BUT AY EVERY GUST THE DEAD LEAVES FALL.



MY LIKE IS COLD AND DARK AND DREARY,
IT RAINS AND THE WIND IS NEVER WEARY,
MY TOUGHT STILL CLING TO THE MOLDERING PAST.
MY HOPES OF YOUTH FALL THICK IN THE BLAST.




BE STILL SAD HEART AND CEASE REPINING.
BEHIND THE CLOUDS IS THE SUN-TILL SHINING.
THY FATE IS THE COMMON FATE OF ALL,
INTO EACH LIFE SOME RAIN MUST FALL.
SOME DAYS MUST BE DARK AND DREARY. 






;)

THERE ARE A BIGG DIFFERENT. :)

today i suppose to work at 9am. but since my lovely ah pa 
woke up late jo. so, i also been late.
walau. the first day work at another part jiao late jo. 
apela gue nie. = =' but nevermind la. aha! :)
the boss sure will faint if hire a worker like me!
always so EARLY wake up. 
muahahaha! xD
firstly when i go there. macam la biase. 
change my cloth and all stuff. then go to the 3rd floor to search 
BANQUET. i stand there and wait the JOSHUA
to pick me up. LOL. baby mie.?
babi got la. = =' then stand awhile nia got stuff bring me go to the 
center ball room.there got function todayy. 
the prime minister wife coming LOL. 

>WHAT SO BIG HUH?

nothing special also. stand there for whole morning also din't serve 
anything to the guess. = ='
mane taw the BIG BOOM come late so everything been delay. 

>IT'S TOO BIGG!  XD

laaa. lunch time when serve the all SMALL boom like shit nia.
one person must take care of two table that having 10 people 
on that lunch table.
when i serve the first table the other table asked me to serve pulakk. 
x kan i got 4leg and 4 hand?

AKAK! U NIE ADE PAKAI OTAK KE X NI? >,<

and i realise something. why when people saw me will talk to me 
in malay?
and keep asking me ARE YOU CHINESE?
heyy! you buta ke nie? or colour blink? 
i think i should answer them i am INDIAN! LMAO. 
want or not? laaa. izit am i really LOOK LIKE A MALAY GIRL? 

WTF

and working at banquet is more fun than working at dining room loh.
why? because. at dining room what you also have to be fast. you know. 
like after guess ate finish. you have to clean it all up with your limit speed. 
but in banquets  is other story. we can just stand there. 
all motion are slow slow geh.no people hurry you. no people scold you. 
a peaceful place and silent. after the break fast then we started to keep la. 
then i was wonder why they so happy when that movement coming.
IT'S BECAUSE THEY CAN EATTTT! 
walau. now only i know, they will eat the food 
that never been touch or finish! all like 'ngo guai'
keep eating behind. = =' so fun and funny. 
i keep laughing and laughing like orang siao. > <


but tomorrow i will move to business center.
got to say bye to them. but. 
the manager said; once banquet not enough stuff i will be there for help. 
yeahh!
before i move to business center. got kakak tell me la. 
work with me the malay girl will bully people geh.
wth man! if she will. i will give her one bigg slap! 
today already i know it. i wore more than 2ear ring also
ngam nagm charm charm at there jor. 
> < izit she don't have then jealous? whatever shit she like la. iuu.
once i get into busines center i like go back to school life.
need to study, memorise,compare,checking. all those stuff la.
hope i will enjoy with this job la. aduix.

 short and fat weyy.




nah. this is SUPER MALAY GIRL! > <
now is 11.13pm.

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GET OFF MY 

ASS FROM COMPUTER AND GET 

TO MY BED NOW.

HOLA. night world. :)

♥

JUST A LITTLE CARE.

THIS IS WHAT FOR YOU. THE ONLY.

JUST A LITTLE CARE BETWEEN YOU AND ME.

YOU ARE A SCAR IN MY HEART, I ALWAYS WANT TO TOUCH,

BUT IT'S PAINING.

IT'S sO FAR AWAY FROM ONE HEART TO THE OTHER.

I TOLD MYSELF: DON'T FEEL SAD, IT WILL GO AWAY.

DON'T THINK ABOUT THINGS THAT YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO.

AS LONG AS YOU HAPPY, EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.

I HAVE MY OWEN LOVE AFTER ALL. 

I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES,CLOSE MY HEART,LOSE DIARY, 

LOSE MEMORY,I AM ON MY WAY TO FUTURE WITHOUT YOU.

ALTHOUGH A LITTLE LONELY, A LITTLE SORE,

A BIT AT A LOSS.

I WAS MESSED UP FOR ALONG TIME.

REACHING OUT OF SOMETHING THAT WILL NEVER MAKE ME HAPPY.

INCREDIBLE I AM TROWING HAPPINESS WITH BOTH HAND.

I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOWS ME BUT I WISH YOU KNOW.

I WISH.

:'(

THE HIGH HOPES. HEBAT YEAA. :)

ERMM. I WILL BACK TO ZENITH HOTEL TO WORK AGAIN SOON!

SHIT! BUT, THIS TIME I WON'T BACK DO DINING ROOM AGAIN. 

DON'T WANT TO SAW BACK THE TWO ANNOYING CAPTAIN!

EUUU! HATE SO MUCH!! >,<

I DON'T KNOW I WORK BACK THERE IS A CORRECT DECISION 

OR NOT? 

SO HERE IS A FUNNY THINGS.

WHEN I DID NOT WORK, I FELT BORED.

BUT  WHEN I WORK I FELT BORED ALSO AND REGRET.

SOWHATHEHELL IS THIS?

AND NOW, I  WILL WORK AT BANQUET PART, AT BUSINESS STATE GEH.

AT BALL ROOM THERE. AND MY WORK IS JUST TYPE COMPUTERS 

AND CHECKING AROUND. BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW IS THAT.

TUESDAY WILL WORK AT THERE TRY A DAYS FIRST. HMM. :)

HOPE THAT WILL BE ANOTHER GREAT JOB. 

AND CAN I ASK: I DON'T WANT TO WORK OVER TIME CAN?

TEHEE ;D

OBVIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW THE SALARY THAT I WILL GET 

WHEN I WORK THERE. LOL.

BUT JUST LET ME WORK 8HOUR PER DAY. THAT'S ENOUGH. AHA! :)

AND WHEN I READ YESTERDAY NEW STRAITS TIMES NEWSPAPER. 

I SAW. "HIGH HOPE FOR E-LEANING".

OH YEAHH! THIS IS WHAT I MEAN. E-LEARNING. SCORE A PROGRAM.

HEBATT WEYY! 

MENTAKAB OFFICE WILL DEBUT SOON ON THIS WEDNESDAY.

SO. I CONGRATS TO ALL BONAFIDE TEAM MEMBERS. YEAH:) 

HAVE A GREAT DAY ON THAT DAY BRO. 

THIS IS WHAT I MEAN IT! 

THIS IS A GREAT JOB AND I AM TRYING HARD TO DO IT WELL. 

BUT YOU KNOW. KUANTAN PEOPLE LIKE UH-UH.

TALK ABOUT EARNING MONEY THEY HARHARHAR.

THEN, TALK ABOUT INVESTMENT THEY WILL SAID BYE-BYE.

WHATHEHELL. > <

I DON'T LIKE.
HEY, IF YOU WANT EARN MONEY YOU SHOULD PAY OUT  LA. 

ADUII. = ='

SO. UNTIL NOW YET I CAN'T FIND A PERSON TO JOIN THIS. AIKS.

KUANTAN PEOPLE. AIKSSS. ><

BUT, I WILL KEEP GOING LA. I WON'T GIVE UP SO EASILY. 

HOLA!! 

AND. CAN I STOP QUARREL ALREADY? I DON'T LIKE IT ANYWAY.

IS NOT I PURPOSE GO ARGUE WITH YOU.

PLEASE DON'T SO EMO CAN OR NOT? 

EVERYONE ALSO HARDSHIP. BUT WHY DON'T YOU POSITIVE THINKING?

I KNOW YOU STRESS. DEPRESS. SO WHAT?

JUST THE ONE YOU HAVE? NO.

EVERYONE GOT HERE.

BE TOUGH AND STRONG MY DEARR. 

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

AND. WE TOO! 

DID YOU KNOW THAT?

HOPE YOU WILL KNOW. 

IMMA HEART BREAKER.

BETTER WATCHOUT!  AHA! XD