23/01

16/01

Jess have BBQ at her house..
we all also got attended to her party..
it's girl party!!
LOL..
  1. PeyCcheng
  2. SiewImm
  3. CheeYin
  4. ChaiShin
  5. JiaYee
  6. HuiLing
  7. YeeChen
  8. WeiJing
  9. Sonia
  10. Vivian
  11. HuiYi
  12. TungTung
all keep eating LOL~ = =''
then after eat we got play game..
the game funny LOL
lose jor kena denda
the DENDA is...
all the drink mix together~
yurk!!
i very unlucky lo..
kena 4 time LOL~ xD
the drink NICE what..
but the colour.....
so yurk!!

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i make eggegg for dear~

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then
we start chit-chat
bla bla bla
anythings we chat
keng gai like that lo..
they all joke till very funny LOLLL~

11 something went back~
aneh yam gong~
no one at home..



 

 


 


 


 


 


 


 





17/10

i apologize to what i did to u, my dear...
i promise what i din done..
but.. dear must trust me..
i know, u always trust me..

im so sory
for the pain i gave to u
im so sorry
for i din give u a hug that u need
im so sorry
for to break ur heart
im so sorry
for hurt u
im so sorry
for i din tell u that i miss u
im so sorry
for din say good bye to u
im so sorry
for din turn back & look back u
im so sorry
for i leave u alone
im so sorry

its
not dear to make me stress
not dear useless
not dear make me tired
i wun leave u
i promise

dear must study hard
must
if one day that i am not around u
dear must rmb..
i still there
still there for u
still in ur heart

dear
u are no far away from me
u always stay with me
u are the only one for me


i hate myself
to hurt dear

i most hate is..
i am the stupid one
the one who said
f.k with u

i am so sorry
dear please forgive me
this is truth from my heart

dear..
i still rmb what have i promise
i will keep it
u will be forever
in my heart







 


 


 


 


 


 



18/01

fortunate day for me..
i feel great..

i love
dear

dear
we dun be sad anymore
we are fortunate
we are!!!

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ishh ishh ishhh~ ~
hate assembly!!
yurk!!!
today
miss.M is giving a discipline speech on the stage
iuu~
damn damn damn ciao!!
this school gonna to be
ciao!!!

all teacher also CIAO ady la..
bian tai somemore

the rules must follow
  1. must wear name tag if not kena punish for 50 cent +++ wear the name card that school prepair for hold day.. ciao!!!
  2. din bring rules and regulation book also kena punish for 50 cent .. ciao!!
  3. din prepare spotalk punish stand outside the hall+ 5o cent + the next week kena spotalk again~ciao!!!
  4. din wear shock or wear wrong colour need to buy from the prefect.. ciao!!
  5. din clip hair.. kena punish and they jail the hair for u.. ciao!!! 
  6. wear wrong colour bra.. limited colour= white or skin colour nia~ if not.. punish for 50 cent for sewa bra from school and............. the next day.. have to wash and need return to school!!! yurk!!!! horrible!!! realy realy ciao!!!! (padahalnya i always wear wrong colour bra.. haha.. LOL xD)


19/01

ishhhhhhh~
today sms to mum
ask her to give back my surat lahir
but
= =''
she say she dunno what im talking
then she tell that
she already give all things back to us
iuu~
yorr~
pls give back me lol
this year i need it lar
dun make papa angre la
he will take action soon

pls pls pls~ ~




22/01

sigh
dear sad again is because of me gain
sorry dear



My head rings with the sound of your voice
my heart aches with the memories of your laugh
my tears burn as they role down my cheek
ripple past my lips
drip off my chin
and shatter on the floor
my heart brakes at the sight of your face
my body shakes at the thought of how your kisses taste
my tears burn as they role down my cheek
ripple past my lips
drip off my chin and shatter on the floor
I'm a fool cause I fell for you.
A piece of my heart
a slit on my wrist.
a tear from my eye

5201314

23/01

i din listen to dear today..
i have n.g for the whole day dy..
like xiao hai zi~
hmm.. ^^

today..
i ponteng physics class..
iuu..
since form1 till now
i nvr ever ponteng school class
today
i DIT it
wow!!
LOL~ ^^

with dear today i felt so
HAPPY a!!
happy happy happy happy~
dear also with me for the day

^^
sweetsweet ing~

i felt so close to dear
hmm~ ^^
play finger finger..
LOL~ still small..
i realize that dear k..
i dunno why dear will
but i very xt
realy..
but i also can felt that dear also fortunate

dear i got somethongs wanna tell u.. but u cannot angre de..
cause i just love u only..
the one only~
love dear
muahXx~
=)

夜里的风冷冷的吹过我的窗口和沉默
就像你总是懂我因你执着的心

爱情的只是迟早的时候
听过一千一万遍天长或者地久
却曾和谁一起经过一个春夏秋冬
飞越一千一万遍陌生城市的灯火
却从看过有谁能够为我停留
为我停留
如果我和你即将面临千万次的错过
那么我又怎么可能会害怕面对寂寞
谁都可以对谁施舍千万分之一的温柔
却找到理由借口为谁而停

16/01

im reading



又是一个初秋的早晨,鸟儿在枝头快乐的唱着歌儿,秋阳透过湛蓝的天空撒向人间,留下一片明
媚。调皮的阳光透过明亮的玻璃和白色的窗帘跳到白色的大床上。鸟儿轻快的歌声和暖暖的阳光终于将床上还在懒床的人儿叫醒。



秦然睁开惺忪的眼晃晃悠悠找寻着那个熟悉的身影。在宽敞的阳台上她看到了欧阳晨生。坐在摇椅上的晨正微抬着头,眼光迷离的望着湛蓝的天空。放在胸腹之间的 手中正端着一杯飘香的咖啡。秦然走过去端过咖啡喝了一口边咕哝着,早上空腹喝咖啡不好。说完就爬到摇椅上窝到晨怀里,在那里找到一个最舒服的位子接着睡, 而晨只是宠溺的笑笑,用她修长的手指轻轻抚弄着秦然的长发。然,我们是什么时候认识的?秦然抬头想了想说好久好久了。是啊,好久了,那是一个好长的故事了



    第一章

    初秋的早晨,秦然因为到校时间比较早,左右无事便抱着几本书在校园里闲逛了起来顺便熟悉下新学校的环境。可能是刚开学吧,整个校园的气氛都比较松散,只有 三三两两的住校生在校园里走着。在学校后门有一栋旧教学楼,原本是用来当实验楼的,后来盖了气派的新楼便将它闲置了好几年。上一界的毕业班经过争取,校方 同意将其装修一翻用做毕业班课余复习之所,而学生们将其戏称为‘里程碑’。秦然沿着槐树边的小树不知不觉就来到了‘里程碑’。


    秦然对参观‘古迹’并没兴趣,于是就绕道往后面走去。远远的就看见了学校的白色围墙,再往外就是一大片的空地,听说是要建成教师宿舍。秦然见没什么有趣或 好玩的景致就打算回教室温书。一转身却发现在‘里程碑’的凉亭里好象有一个人。于是就走了过去。(那时的天空很蓝,明亮的阳光轻轻撒在你身上,远远望过 去,那感觉就像是在欣赏一副油画,当时心里就有一阵不一样的感觉。秦然说。)


    晨(秦然喜欢这么叫)微闭着眼任由阳光撒满一身静静的享受着宁静的早晨。那天晨穿着一件米黄色T恤,蓝色牛仔裤,深蓝色帆布鞋。那是一个很俊秀的女生。她 曲着修长的双膝微抬着头正眯着眼靠在廊柱上。(至少秦然当时的感觉是在睡觉)秦然不自觉的就靠近她,在廊柱的另一边轻轻的坐下。


    上课的钟声惊醒了晨,她抬起腕表看了下,轻轻的叹了口气。接着慢腾腾的收拾好散落于地的两本书,转身朝教室方向走去。走了几步觉的不对一扭头看见廊柱后的 秦然,发现她也正望着自己,不禁露出惊讶的表情,但也只有几秒。接着她淡淡的微笑着点了下头算是打招呼,见秦然没反应便转身朝教室方向快步走去。


    ‘欧阳晨生你终于出现了哈,我还以为你转学了呢。怎么才来啊?。’同桌苏菲咋呼着叫道。苏菲是个性格开朗又有点神经比一般人粗的女孩。晨生一听到她的声音 便知道要糟。果然她的大嗓门立刻引来全班同学的关注。大家也都七嘴八舌的跟过来打招呼,顺便关心一下这几天辰生为什么没来,毕竟开学已经一个多星期了。而 晨是个好学生,几乎没见过她有什么违规行为。面对所有人探寻的目光,晨生只是微微笑了一下淡淡的说‘家里有点事,请了几天假。’便走过去坐下,低头整理书 桌。


    ‘知道吗?咱班来了新同学,是个绝世大美女哟,而且听说人家很天才呢,得过不少大奖呢’。苏菲又开始发挥她的专长八卦开了。‘是吗’。晨生随口问道。按苏 菲的话说,应该是‘要死不活’的问道,好在苏菲对于她这种凡事都提不起兴趣的性格,已经产生免疫了。基本上每次对晨生八卦,能听到她‘嗯,啊,喔,是吗, 对’似乎捧场的话就已经心满意足了。想当初为了改造晨生苏菲可没少下功夫,无奈,结果仍是不理想啊,晨生除了以上几个应付似的回应外很少回应。


    ‘是啊很漂亮,不过感觉很傲慢哦,都一个多星期了,她跟我说了不到十句话。可能她连我叫什么都不知道。’郑婷说。晨生看了看她,还是坐在老位置,她和苏菲的斜前一排。


    ‘是啊是啊她都不怎么理我们呢,课间也只是在那看书,我都怀疑她是不是有病啊,那天我不小心踩了她一脚,把我吓了一跳,结果人家只是睬了我一眼,理都不理我的。’苏菲说。


    正聊着呢上课铃声就响了。大家赶紧正襟危坐等待老班的到来。和以往一样,戴着黑框眼镜梳着七分头的老班,抱着厚厚的讲义和作业本火急火燎的进来了。把那一 摞东西搁讲台上一放他老人家开始在黑板上奋笔疾书。老班是教数学的,很注重效率,从来不肯浪费学生的课堂时间,不过占用学生的课间时间讲课倒是时有发生。 ‘报告,我可以进来吗?’。声音不大但却清楚的让大家听到。正在望着窗外发呆的晨生也不由看向门口。是晨生在凉亭见到的那个女生。


    在得到准许后她静静的走向郑婷旁边的位置,当眼角扫过晨生时微微愣了一下。苏菲用手肘碰了碰晨生‘嗯嗯就是她。’一节课就在老班那平板的声调和苏菲时不时 的耳语中度过。老实说,晨生并不喜欢数学,因此当下课的铃声响起时她那微皱的眉才算是舒展开。‘欧阳晨生,秦然你俩到我办公室来一下。其他同学下课。’老 班道。晨生看看秦然发现她也正看着自己,于是冲她淡淡一笑。起身率先朝办公室走去,秦然尾随在后。

14/01

because we are always attracting the learning experinces we need

we often attract when we FEAR



if you fear LONELINESS

you'll attract that

if you fear EMBARRASSMENT

you'll fall on your face



it's LIFE way of ENCOURAGING us to GROW

the only way to BEAT fear is ti FACE it!!!

the UNIVERSE is always

nudging us with gentle signals


when we MISS the signals

it NUDGES us with a

SLEDGEHAMMER



GROWTH is most PAINFUL

when we RESIST it





14 JANUARY 2010

our first valentine

in 2010


HAPPY DIARY VALENTINE DAYS



i love euu
muahxx!!
the confident
we have

12/1

say BYE-BYE to tear

let's it fun!!
i don't want to sad anymore
the sad is already ENOUGH for me
it should be the END
and i believe that all will pass soon


no more memories for the sad

just cheer up
here!!




the promise
still remember?
we said that
we want to start a NEW LIFE
the starting
may come bad
but
the end
will be fine & good







dear trust me
i will prove it to u
u will be happy
that
i am growing
slowly


 
 
 
 
 
 


 love u
my dear

11/01

Dying Without You

Everyday I wake up

Everyday
I'm thankful
I'm glad to be alive
And I'm glad to have you

Cause the only thing worse than dying
Is dying 
WITHOUT YOU

The thought of it makes me start Crying




I know I can never lose you

But sometimes I fear

Maybe I screwed up today




If I was to die and realize it's a lie

To be without you i'd start to cry

Where would my soul go 

WHERE WOULD IT GO?

9/1

Love Is Like...


Love is like a candle,
That flickers oh so bright
Love is a deep longing
In the middle of the night
Love is like a sunrise,
Brightening a new day
Love is an adventure
That takes your breath away

Love is when you say,
Little things that mean so much
Love is when you shiver
At a gentle loving touch
Love is a completeness,
That fills you through and through

Love is simply saying


My Darling



I LOVE YOU

意思

看了又看,虽然看过很多篇,但很有意思,很有深思,深度


     第一句


如果我们之间有1000步的距离

你只要跨出第1步

我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

  
     第二句

 通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人

才是真正爱你的人


     第三句
  
付出真心 才会得到真心

却也可能伤得彻底

保持距离 就能保护自己


却也注定永远寂寞

     第四句

有时候 不是对方不在乎你

而是你把对方看得太重


     第五句
  
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人

     第六句
  
  就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

     第七句

真正的好朋友

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题

而是在一起 就算不说话

也不会感到尴尬

 
    第八句

没有一百分的另一半

只有五十分的两个人


    第九句
  
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人

为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友

为你的难过而难过的

就是那些 该放进心里的人


    第十句

冷漠 有时候并不是无情


  只是一种避免被伤害的工具

8/1

The Language of Love

Your form is so sweet to me
Like fresh grains from sugar cane
Our rustic love is embraced from a distance
Or celebrated via the language of champagne


Gemstones are only for the dependent
And our love is free and secure
We do not need anything but love
Into that thought by you I've been allured


We are buoyant in this pool of love
And no one can sink us in this living dream
You are the only person in my mind, heart, and soul;
No one can come take you away or come in between


We think in sequences and are equal in a way
You are in my heart, where you belong
There you may stay and remain safe and sleep
You can reside there for however long


I am glad you were found
And I am glad that it was by me
This is not natural
Can this really be?


You are my special someone
My close one
My answer is simple now
I love you until my very end

4/1

being tired went back to school

this year having SPM

gosh

im tired tired & tired



can i don't want to rush all things anymore?

i am tired

i believe that i can do it

i CAN!!

i will be strong

then last year

hard

then

last year


do not to argue anymore
=)
w.a.n.x.b.b

2/1

today
mm went to school
MGSS!!!
im back there today jor
yor~
sienz dao wo~
talk talk talk
i just
listen listen & listen~
ngekngek!!
= =''


some more the day is hot
HOT!!
some need beratur to pendaftaran~
=,='

then~
i am the last to help sis pendaftar~
ish~
 hvn finish~
after that~
lagi teruk LOL
koperasi is full of HUMAN(sure is human lar if not ghost mie~ ciao~ lol)
beratur sampai china jor~
jkjk~
long lah~
wana help sis buy her book & pj shirt


at last
i get it
huuu~
ciao!!


 


then went to factory
bored
cap cape
see~


our 3 is ciao!!

 
cool man~ like a loong!! xD

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


























30/12/2009 Thursday





 

 








the day
i went to papa factory
to help teng
at there
felt bored~
such as bored
so
i take pic~
really ciao!!


this is the project i did
&
i like!!




 

 

 

 

 






continue mine~




 

 

 

 

 

 

 

izit me look ugly?
i think i am..
such as ugly...






 im nt so happy why i will argue with you? i should not.. i apologize to make u sad.. its not just for one time i make u sad.. is EVEREY day i make u sad & worried about me.. im so sorry my dear.. forgive me.. i will appreciate.. i promise..







 still rmb this? i make for us~ i like this full of meaning..