the day with c.h.l.& c.y.t !! :))

25-09

ade add math bankel at school nehh..

damn bored narr..

we keep counting the time to reach 12noon!!

OMG~ so slowwwww.. 

xD

after that,, bell bring us to TC.. makan i suke pye mcD gan KFC!! wOw!!

damn crazy at there.. LMAO


















we all gilerrrr main water and the 蜘蛛蟹~LOL

dunno how to say in English~

all stupid gehh play under 3pm pye sun!! hot dao..

our leg want can cook by the sand already jor.. LOL =.=''


then 4pm we all went to IM to swimm!! :))

so pity laaa.. more blacker jorrr.. :((

i want fair la.. :))

but kena NS also kena sun nuhhh... LMAO

damn tired on the day..

ade tuition lagi.. ngekngekkk lar.. ><

but really have alot fun with ling and ting!!

thanks to you all!! :))


i feel you when i close my eyes..




i look at you     never change

i miss you

felt want to hug you tight on that time

i am sorry i cant do that


i dreams you last night

dreams we back together

we tell out everything

i cried u cried

i will never forget

you face

the smile     the tear     the happiness      the sadness

on my mind


i appreciate,, got the chance be with you either i dint talk to you 


21-09
you talk to me said that you don't know how to do cause you din read it..
you smile i smile :))


22-09
happy moon festival!!
you said bye bye to me.. i was shock..
i remember last year
moon festival 
what you did for me on the beach..
i want to go back but i cant i need to study.. i miss that so much!!! :'(( 


23/09
i saw you don't have much time to do you text..
me too.. the whole paper i didn't done even half of the question..
i look at you feel your nervous..

20/09

SPM TRIAL exam..

study till want giler jorrr..

O.M.GGGG!! ><

not enough time

scare akk!!

everyday studyy till x tido.. scare dao..

the 1st day went in the hall sweating..

stomach pain..

>> ~ xD

after exam also like that..

headache pulak..

benci btoll~ >,<

this exam very teruk la.. sei narr..

what to do?

wait die nia..

exam take over my 3/4 life

take result take all my life jorr la... heart attact!

LOL

study time too bored.. take pict pulak..

ngekkkk~~

xD

 physics!!


gehgeh eeee....... xD



hope will all pass!! ><

you are gone 》》hamham

18-09-2010















you are gone..

i am so sorry..

你走了

对不起

连你最后那秒我也救不到你

我只能眼睁睁的看着你的离去

直到你断气

我很没有用

救不了你



为什么你不吃不喝?

为什么?

你消瘦了很多

是我不好

之前没有好好的照顾你

在你走之前

我一直陪着你

看着你

发抖的样子

试着努力爬起来
却又一次又一次地跌下去

很心酸   心痛




现在没有你陪我睡了

每天早上也再也听不到你顽皮吵着要吃东西的声音了

看不见你心急的吃了

每晚我闷了找不到你玩了




1842
2010/10/18

你走了

你来得突然走得也突然

我把你埋在我家门外

好让我能天天看见你

想起你

希望你能在你另一个天国

好好的生活下去

再也不要不吃不喝了

你走的那一刻

我的眼泪真的掉了 :'((

真的很舍不得你

安息吧

挂念着你






don't give back the things that you don't want it..
if you don't want you can just throw it..
please don't give back me..
i am so sorry.. i cant stand with the hurt..

你们给予的

一点一滴


当我伤心  哭泣  的时候

你们都会在我的身边

陪着我

我很感激

你们一直的陪伴
你们的安慰

谢谢

我亏欠的

我知道有多少

我很庆幸

我是我

有你们的我

很幸福!!










你的爱很 像泡沫

太轻或太重

都不在手中

我的爱就像 天空

太放或太收

你都只是风

你来过 却爱上自由

你出走 我不问理由

我会好好过

等你再爱我

总有个角落

会让你想起我

我会好好过

当你再爱我

向右或向左

都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多

够我面对寂寞

寂寞不重

重是爱太多

当你回头

看到的一定 

是我











迟来的生日礼物

谢谢 E芊 和 E彤 啊~送我的那枚戒指~ 哈哈

美吶~



 DIY 的盒子~呵呵~ ^^



the same fortunate air ~ ^^

喜欢这句





姑~
我最喜欢的姑姑..

靓姑竟然找到哦~

我找到傻都找不到~ xD


你我他 = 我们

空蓝得透明,

方一遍一遍问自己,

要不要飞去榆林,

可是又不知道,

飞与不飞,

哪一种更幸福…

 

 

 

离开我们三年了多了,这些年来你依然没有变…知道现在过得很好,很安慰…但,都几年了,有回来找我们吗?还是忘了我们的存在?一个人,过着自由自在的生活,没 有包袱没有负担,可曾为我们想过,可曾想过?想过我家最 敬爱的有多么辛苦,一人工作养育四人…今天,我 真的对很失望,我恨但我不能我不该,因为始终是我心中的那个地位…对不起,我不是好人,我帮不到我最敬爱的人,我只能看着一个人默默的承受所有,我能做的我都尽量去满足…
那些在这个急躁的时代能可贵的澄澈,依旧会想美妙而清淡的旋律,余音袅 袅,久久不散…
而我们,一路坚持自己的信念,自始至终…

 

 

 

觉得所有的故事所有的情绪所有的细节都是与生俱来的 它们埋藏在我的心低 像是沉睡的矿藏 一触即发 的叹气声 心里的乱的挣扎 我听得见 看得见
坐在的故事背后的微笑 一直这样云谈风轻地叙述着 不急躁 不浮夸 那些 却有着无上的力量 让人轰然 

心疼

 

 

 

 

 

我听说那些矿藏在亿万年前都是浩瀚的森林,

那么我的心低是不是也长满森林,

绿色的, 

有着蓬勃的生命力

 

 

 

我想你

但同时


我更害怕你了


爸     妈


你们


因为我是幸福的小孩

:))


the seven-TEEN without you..



wake up early in the morning..

5++am

i have been sleep late because i late sleep and because i cant sleep

xD

went to TC to watch sunrise..

xiao giler!! but syok!! xD

from the darkness wait until the brightness

its feel good.. :)

good weather, cold..

sat on the sand wait for the sunrise

while waiting the sun we cant wait to drop our leg into the sea

LOL

warm geh~

wow!!












i like this!! :))






lepas habis main puaspuas!! xD

went to mcD :))


LOVESSSSS MCD gaogao!! :))






chocolate cake~



after went to tc we go long gai..

pastu balik umah tido!! xD

too early wake up already.

afternoon

movie time! :)

ita an awesome movie!!

STEP UP 3D





ROMANTIC dou~ ^^



must watch it!!

while watching felt like i will follow them to dance!! xD

BROVO BROVO BROVO!!

LOVEssssssssssssss dance with MUSIC!!


daddy always said: "no music no life" ((:

but hor, dunno why mui keep saying the movie so bored.. LOL

jgn byk songel la weyyyyy...xD


pastu pon balik umah

mlm ade tuition pulak!! xD

sunrise is nice!
seawater is fresh!
mcD is delicious!
chocolate cake is nice!
stepup 3D is awesome!!
...but later tuition is what? xD




after finish tuition i asked daddy :"where is my KFC?" LOL

mcm nak sgt tuh~ LMAO

actually i don't want la..

then daddy said:"KFC 就没有啦,打包面要吗?"

haha~我照杀!! >,<

daddy说生日吃面是对的

长寿面啊~赫赫~

jiak baobao.. ^^



terasa nak mkn TOMYAM.. LOL




went back home belanje them mkn C.H.O.C.O.L.A.T.E

haha..

nak sgt!!

the clock tik tok tik tok..




pass jor luu..










today went to tc remind me a lot of memories..

the memories that i had never forget

with daddy mummy

with sister and brother

with the one

with friends

with buddies

is you all always by my side

helping me and accompany me to growth  up

now

i am big girl already :))

wont let you all to worry about me

i know what i am doing

what i am doing is that the things i want to do

even though there is no you by my side

but i know

you will always belong with me

i will do what i have promise

what i promise

to myself

to you
 
to sister


i will take the good care of myself as what i have promise you

i learn how to respect people

how to make everything go smooth

i will be better than after this


today

is a wonderful day

but its not the most happier day for me

i felt i will cry

but it does not happen on today

i know that is not u hope to see

the reason is to keep myself to be strong and tough! :))

i felt i had lost something that should be found on myself

i am trying to find back hard

its not a easy for me go through all this

it need time or its forever

before this i have lost myself in study

SPM trial is coming

i cant let myself to continue to be like this

its so stupid!!

i felt i am so annoying

to let my dear that care me disappointing on me

especially my elder sister---- aiai

keep warning me..

thanks so much sis!! ily


i will prove myself to u soon!

watch out!! haha :))






thanks to y.xin & y.en

thanks for u all accompany me for the half day
thanks for the cake

thanks for the present

thanks for the memories that u all gave









yours the one massage is enough for me already

although u did not reply my msg its okay.. ^^

thanks..

知足就好

一切都会变得更好







thanks to everyone that wished me

family

friend

and somebody that i don't even know well

i am happy with all the wished that i get is almost 300 wished from FACE BOOK

untill my fb is been block to post to anyone wall and comment on the post

this is it
"You have been blocked from posting on walls because you repeatedly misused this feature. This block will last anywhere from a few hours to a few days."

O.M.G! xD

i will appreciate and thankful what u all had gave me..

always and always :))





the morning is cold
sunrise is nice
seawater is fresh
mcD is delicious
chocolate cake is yummy
stepup3 is awesome
tuition is tired
mee is hot
chocolate is sweet
THE DAY IS END

where is the present? LOL


















what you saw before is just the beginning.

wow i got chills..

this actually looks really good!! :))





i am seven - TEEN now!! :))
LMAO
ily