it's raining agains

it's raining agains..
just like my feeling now..

i'm sad agains
i dunno what is going on with me now
what i want now
i don't know
i don't know!!!!
don't know...

i just hope everything are good..
it's so simple
but why i can't make it!

i just want...
want..
what i what?!!
don't know!!

i hate this position!!
i don't like it!!
i HATE!!!

what i also cant do it!!
i cant!!
such as stupid dam useless person!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!